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The buzz saw snarled and rattled in the yard

And made dust and dropped stove-length sticks of wood,

Sweet-scented stuff when the breeze drew across it.

And from there those that lifted eyes could count

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The Last Page Missing

The last page missing from the archive room of Merri Creek Library did not reveal itself easily. It was hidden between two bound volumes of the Merri Creek Chronicle, a tattered fragment of what had once been a complete journal entry. The room itself was oppressive: a narrow basement beneath the eastern stairwell, where fluorescent lights hummed with a persistent, low-frequency drone and the air carried the scent of mildew and decaying paper. I had come to verify a detail about the 2019 flood, a minor piece of research for a local history article, but what I found instead was a torn page that would alter my understanding of that event entirely.

The 2019 flood had been catastrophic for Merri Creek. In a single night, the creek swelled to three times its usual width, submerging the low-lying streets and sweeping away the old wooden footbridge that had connected the eastern and western parts of town for seventy years. The collapse occurred just after midnight, and by morning, the bridge was a tangle of splintered timber and twisted metal. Three people were hospitalised with minor injuries; miraculously, no one died. The council's investigation concluded quickly, attributing the failure to age and water damage. But Harold Finch, a retired engineer and amateur historian, had apparently believed otherwise. His journal hinted at negligence, perhaps even deliberate neglect. And now that page was gone.

The page belonged to the private journal of Harold Finch, the town historian. Most of the text was intact: a meticulous account of the flood's aftermath, describing the collapse of the footbridge over Merri Creek and the subsequent council investigation. But the final paragraph had been ripped away, leaving only a fragment. The last readable line read: "...the only witness to the collapse of the footbridge insisted on remaining anonymous. Without decisive evidence, the council closed the case." The words seemed innocuous at first, but something about the phrasing unsettled me. Why would someone tear out a page that contained nothing more than a mention of a witness? Unless the missing portion named that witness.

In a single night, the creek swelled to three times its usual width, submerging the low-lying streets and sweeping away the old wooden footbridge that had connected the eastern and western parts of town for seventy years.

My instinct told me to leave it alone. The flood was seven years past; the bridge had been rebuilt. Yet the pressure to understand the discrepancy between the official report and this journal entry grew with every second I spent in that dim, dusty room. The official report, published by the council in 2020, listed the cause as "structural fatigue exacerbated by heavy rainfall." It mentioned no witness at all. If there had been a witness, why was that person never called to testify? The question nagged at me, a splinter in the mind.

I carried the fragment to the circulation desk. Mrs. Chen, the head librarian, examined it with a practised eye, her fingers tracing the torn edge. "This is from Harold Finch's journal," she said. "He died in 2020. His family donated his papers to us, but someone must have removed this page before indexing." Her voice carried a note of reluctance. "I suppose we could try to find the missing piece, but it might be in the family's possession."

"But why would anyone take it?" I asked.

She hesitated, glancing around the nearly empty library. "Perhaps because Mr. Finch's journal named a person who had reason to stay hidden. A witness who might have been responsible for the bridge's collapse, not just a bystander. Or perhaps the witness was someone influential — a council member, a local business owner. The flood exposed many fractures in this community, not all of them structural."

The implication settled like a stone in my stomach. The conflict was no longer about a missing page; it was about whether to pursue the truth and risk exposing someone who had chosen silence. The moral tension became palpable, a weight that pressed against my ribs. I realised that the decisive moment would come when I had to choose between curiosity and compassion, between resolution and respect for privacy.

Over the following days, I tried to resolve the dilemma. I contacted the Finch family, who admitted that several pages had been torn from the journal, but they did not know by whom. They offered no further assistance. The archive remained silent. I spent long hours in the reading room, cross-referencing the journal's account with other sources, searching for any mention of a witness. Nothing. The evidence was tantalisingly incomplete.

My own conviction wavered. Should I let the matter rest, or should I push further? The answer seemed to hinge on the value of truth versus the cost of revelation. I thought about the witness — a person who, for whatever reason, had chosen to remain anonymous for seven years. Perhaps they had a family, a reputation, a life that would be upended by the revelation. Perhaps they were already dead, and the secret would die with them. Or perhaps they were still alive, waiting for someone to come asking questions.

In the end, I decided not to search for the missing page. The decision was not easy. It required a careful evaluation of the potential harm: digging up the past could cause unnecessary pain, and the incomplete story might be better left incomplete. Yet the ambiguity of the situation continued to gnaw at me. The journal entry was evidence that the official story was incomplete, but incomplete was not the same as false. The truth, whatever it was, might not change anything.

The story of the missing page taught me that some conflicts cannot be resolved by finding the missing piece. The deepest tensions are psychological: they reside in the space between what we know and what we are willing to uncover. That space is where narrative tension endures, and where the reader, like the character, must live with the question.