THE CHAMBER OF GOTTLIEB AND URSULA.
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* * * * _Midnight._ ELSIE _standing by their bedside, weeping._ _Gottlieb._ The wind is roaring; the rushing rainIs loud upon roof and window-pane,As if the Wild Huntsman of Rodenstein,Boding evil to me and mine,Were abroad to-night with his ghostly train!In the brief lulls of the tempest wild,The dogs howl in the yard; and hark!Some one is sobbing in the dark,Here in the chamber! _Elsie._ It is I. _Ursula._ Elsie! what ails thee, my poor child? _Elsie._ I am disturbed and much distressed,In thinking our dear Prince must die,I cannot close mine eyes, nor rest. _Gottlieb._ What wouldst thou? In the Power DivineHis healing lies, not in our own;It is in the hand of God alone. _Elsie._ Nay, he has put it into mine,And into my heart! _Gottlieb._ Thy words are wild! _Ursula._ What dost thou mean? my child! my child! _Elsie._ That for our dear Prince Henry's sakeI will myself the offering make,And give my life to purchase his. _Ursula_ Am I still dreaming, or awake?Thou speakest carelessly of death,And yet thou knowest not what it is. _Elsie._ 'T is the cessation of our breath.Silent and motionless we lie;And no one knoweth more than this.I saw our little Gertrude die,She left off breathing, and no moreI smoothed the pillow beneath her head.She was more beautiful than before.Like violets faded were her eyes;By this we knew that she was dead.Through the open window looked the skiesInto the chamber where she lay,And the wind was like the sound of wings,As if angels came to bear her away.Ah! when I saw and felt these things,I found it difficult to stay;I longed to die, as she had died,And go forth with her, side by side.The Saints are dead, the Martyrs dead,And Mary, and our Lord, and IWould follow in humilityThe way by them illumined! _Ursula._ My child! my child! thou must not die! _Elsie_ Why should I live? Do I not knowThe life of woman is full of woe?Toiling on and on and on,With breaking heart, and tearful eyes,And silent lips, and in the soulThe secret longings that arise,Which this world never satisfies!Some more, some less, but of the wholeNot one quite happy, no, not one! _Ursula._ It is the malediction of Eve! _Elsie._ In place of it, let me receiveThe benediction of Mary, then. _Gottlieb._ Ah, woe is me! Ah, woe is me!Most wretched am I among men! _Ursula._ Alas! that I should live to seeThy death, beloved, and to standAbove thy grave! Ah, woe the day! _Elsie._ Thou wilt not see it. I shall lieBeneath the flowers of another land,For at Salerno, far awayOver the mountains, over the sea,It is appointed me to die!And it will seem no more to theeThan if at the village on market-dayI should a little longer stayThan I am used. _Ursula._ Even as thou sayest!And how my heart beats, when thou stayest!I cannot rest until my sightIs satisfied with seeing thee.What, then, if thou wert dead? _Gottlieb_ Ah me!Of our old eyes thou art the light!The joy of our old hearts art thou!And wilt thou die? _Ursula._ Not now! not now! _Elsie_ Christ died for me, and shall not IBe willing for my Prince to die?You both are silent; you cannot speak.This said I, at our Saviour's feast,After confession, to the priest,And even he made no reply.Does he not warn us all to seekThe happier, better land on high,Where flowers immortal never wither,And could he forbid me to go thither? _Gottlieb._ In God's own time, my heart's delight!When he shall call thee, not before! _Elsie._ I heard him call. When Christ ascendedTriumphantly, from star to star,He left the gates of heaven ajar.I had a vision in the night,And saw him standing at the doorOf his Father's mansion, vast and splendid,And beckoning to me from afar.I cannot stay! _Gottlieb._ She speaks almostAs if it were the Holy GhostSpake through her lips, and in her stead!What if this were of God? _Ursula._ Ah, thenGainsay it dare we not. _Gottlieb._ Amen!Elsie! the words that thou hast saidAre strange and new for us to hear,And fill our hearts with doubt and fear.Whether it be a dark temptationOf the Evil One, or God's inspiration,We in our blindness cannot say.We must think upon it, and pray;For evil and good in both resembles.If it be of God, his will be done!May he guard us from the Evil One!How hot thy hand is! how it trembles!Go to thy bed, and try to sleep. _Ursula._ Kiss me. Good-night; and do not weep! (ELSIE _goes out._) Ah, what an awful thing is this!I almost shuddered at her kiss.As if a ghost had touched my cheek,I am so childish and so weak!As soon as I see the earliest grayOf morning glimmer in the east,I will go over to the priest,And hear what the good man has to say! * * * * *
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